say sorry..

Hello hajime..i just want to say sorry because i did not get the certificate.I swear i did my best as well as lorna too..but it is not meant for me to go in japan,it is not that easy..i suffered a lot of criticizes,stress,depression and even now i feel like i'm in trauma,.I don't even want to receive a call from anybody and i don't want to hear voices from anybody.Just continue your life in japan,you can still marry there,you can still look for someone who is deserving for your love..I'm sorry if I give up,i will never go back in cebu..I'm begging you now to please give me a break..i will also start my new life here..thank you anyway for your kindness. .i will include you in my prayer..i hope both of us have peace of mind.